There are issues surrounding
I love
Thinking is my technique for handling life. It is my only technique for handling life.
At the moment, I can't think, and so, at the moment, I can't handle life. Routinely and continuously, for about the last six months.
I'm perilously close to the edge, for pretty much of the time.
I have spells when I can't function.
There are two or three people who helped me stay sane -- or at least not totally insane -- when I had to learn to cope with life without Anne. And every day I have to cope with life without
Some of the same people are helping.
You know who you are. Thank you.